i know i haven blogged for a damn long time.. so i jus thot of doin it now.. went to read ur blog... n i guess its clear.. but i jus wanna ask a qn... if u want ah jo back... why did u come back to me.. im really puzzled by dis... or is there really a silver lining in the dark clouds dat spell my name..

we broke up already..
2 years 2 mths 2 weeks and 2 days..

happy valentines day..
wheres my present?..lolx.. juz jokin..
stay happy.. :)

i think we need to talk..
seriously..

i duno wads wrong with me... i know i shld be the one plannin... i jus feel lost.. everytime i plan smth.. u're late or smth comes up.. it seems like u aint interested.. i keep tellin myself dat its jus natural for a gal.. but it happens over n over again.. n i've been hearin stories abt u n other guys.. n when ppl come n ask me whether we're still tgt.. i confirm them its a yes.. but i hear another story in a fortnight.. how do i carry on.. its rite for a gal to be pampered.. but it seems like there are others dat are able to do dat for u... i know i still love u.. but after all dis.. im not sure if u truely like me.. or u're jus playin me.. u gotta tell me dis..

dar dar..u don wan me le issit..
y u dis few days so cold one..
u also changed alot..
i feel very lonely lei..
now u wan me to plan for v day..
i feel lost..
wahh..i tot normally is the guy plan one..
why why why??
why liddat..
sth is wrong..
oh no..
sorry..
i just wan to be a girl
a normal girl
who wans to be loved and pampered..
shucks..
am i too much to ask for tad..
maybe i am..
since u are sick of plannin..
and find it tirin...
tired of doin things tad will make me happy..
i cant continue anymore..
sorry is all i can say..
sorry..
shit..i think im goin to cry..

hey.. relax gal.. u cant control them.. so jus let them be.. wad u can control is ur emotions.. jus take any of their remarks as an empty one.. n dun let it affect ur mood in any ways... take it easy gal... n abt nt knowin wad to say.. its cuz i guess we know each other long enough dat.. somethings.. need not be converse verbally... rather.. we jus know wad the other is thinkin n feelin at the moment... so dun be disappointed.. but u shld be happy abt it.. jus look at things simply.. life isnt dat hard... although i may not be there when u want me.. but i be there when u need me.. =)