i duno wads wrong with me... i know i shld be the one plannin... i jus feel lost.. everytime i plan smth.. u're late or smth comes up.. it seems like u aint interested.. i keep tellin myself dat its jus natural for a gal.. but it happens over n over again.. n i've been hearin stories abt u n other guys.. n when ppl come n ask me whether we're still tgt.. i confirm them its a yes.. but i hear another story in a fortnight.. how do i carry on.. its rite for a gal to be pampered.. but it seems like there are others dat are able to do dat for u... i know i still love u.. but after all dis.. im not sure if u truely like me.. or u're jus playin me.. u gotta tell me dis..